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It is weird when something touches you so deeply and yet you know it is not real. It is real momentarily and then disappears, like the firecrackers except that they last an entire lifetime, before you are born again like the next one that bursts spectacularly..You hope it lasts forever but it breaks your heart and then there it comes again another one....Yet finally it is just smoke...it was, it is and it will be...slowly drifting to eternity...and you try to comfort yourself with this thought until the next new year and it happens to you all over again...or the next new year...but some stay in your heart forever until your body and your mind die and fade into oblivion...ot until you realize that the new year is in you...you are the new year...and all i wish for is to enjoy every new year until i find the source of new years...with a smile...through the colour and the haze of smoke..through the dark sky...through eternity....I m in love...